take a bow

i got the idea for the title while listening to leona's take a bow song....
somehow, i have no intention to talk about the song at all, just to give a piece of what i've been thinking all day long. I believe that we should all take a bow, just like what the song suggests.
guess what? we all have been doing good job to survive in whatever we're doing. whether being students, children or employers, we all have struggled just to keep things the way they are now.
this explains how important it is for us to appreciate ourselves that in most cases, not many people appreciate what we have been doing for them.

done with all sorts of motivations, i have an important thought here. it is very sad that malaysia is totally in political turmoil now. i just put so much hatred to what's happening at home that most politicians, just like actors and actresses, MUST end their drama and start working to serve the nation at their best. I don't freaking care what they are going to do next, but somehow, please always prioritize he people. With all sorts of threats and episodes which I am not interested at all, these politicians are like living for nothing.

without being partial, i just want to state one thing, get to work to your contituency and fulfill all kinds of promises u have been making all year long. Get ur asses right to people whom u made promises for, and just dont be such a stupid, satanic hypocrite. get out of the country if you are so because malaysians dont need you.

there are lots of people living in the villages without their children having proper education and basic amenities, and at the same time you always talk rubbish to gain support. SOOO NOT BENEFICIAL..hence, politicians, YOU GUYS CAN TAKE A BOW NOW, since your drama is no longer needed and must be ended, because there is no audience to watch the freaking drama anymore, unless u make out something new like whatever-drama with THE MUSICAL at the end of it.

math 409

i'm about to be speechless whenever i see 409 questions. guess what? setiap kali aku pandang soklan2 409, xde pape yg aku mampu pikirkan melainkan membelek2 soklan beberape kali sebelum membuka youtube untuk mendengar lagu2 yg dapat mententeramkan jiwa...

mengapa?? ia bukanlah kerana 409 itu sukar, tetapi kerana aku sendiri xtau ape yg aku xtau...yg lebih menarik, setiap kali buat, seperi ade perasaan : "adakah aku buat ini betol?", if found otherwise, b0oo0oo0o0o0oommm!! semuanya sia3x.

pengajaran: aku mahu mengatasi perasaan ini,meskipun aku yakini ia akan berlarutan sepanjang semester ini

getting new life

everybody on the planet has their very own life, yet, there are quite many people mutter ayat2 'ko xde life'. what does 'life' mean in this context?

as what most people think, life is very personal and not every1 wishes to share their lives,and if they do, not entirely 100% is told to other people, depending on the closeness to each other.

sebagai manusia biasa, sungguhpun ak masih muda remaja (about to be 20 this jan), tapi aku merasakan ak sebagai seorang yang sungguh tua. bukan itu sahaja, malah rakan2 menganggap ak sangat conservative dan tidak mengikut peralihan zaman.

to refute whatever yg org pikir pasal life2 ni, mari kite menyenaraikan perkara2 yg dilihat sebagai boleh membawa life kepada org2 zaman sekarang:

1.main game
-ak hanya main game semasa kanak2 dan awal remaja, kemudiannya ak tidak lg berminat

2. clubbing
-ak x pernah terfikir mau g club, kerana tiada erti untuk berada di kelab melainkan dosa2 kering

3.berjiwang
-sungguh ak pernah cuba, namun aku menyimpulkan bahawa berjiwang hanyalah sesuai dilakukan setelah ade degree. no degree, no talk. unless berjiwang dan berkawin, no problem pasal mengelakkan dosa


cukuplah dengan perkara2 di atas,
ingin ku pesan pada diri sendiri, bahawa adalah amat menarik sekiranya aku dapat membawa diriku untuk mendakapi 'life' yang baru, sungguhlah berguna kerana ak pada masa ini berasa kosong.


-there's no way no one reads this blog, coz at least i'm a reader too-

never for 'first time'

Most people will have their first words in their first blogs filled with 'first time', but it's not the case for me. I hate to use it as much as I love to use it for this time.

haih, memandangkan bhs inggeris ak isn't as good as others', lebih baiknya aku menulis dalam bahasa melayu, silap (bahasa malaysia). memang sampah, asyik tukar2 je, kasihan sasbadi kene tukar2 muka buku depan buku rujukan bahasa melayu.

ak sangat risau akan masa depan negaraku tercinta, yang bakal menyaksikan biggest downturn in decades. Semoga Allah memberkati tanah airku, serta melindunginya daripada semua jenis perosak.

seronok jugak blogging, kalo xde org bace, ak sendiri pon bole bace. dot for now.nanti sambung lagi